I have now spent 16 days straight of working out hard in the ocean everyday for multiple hours. Its taking its toll... I have a deep cut in my right shin which is still bleeding after one week. My left arms hurts when I lift it up. It wakes me up at night cause of pain when I move around. I hit my head on the windsurfing board and I am having headaches today. I have countless bruises, cuts and scrapes on my arms and legs. I hurt my back on the rafting trip to Napali coast cause the swell was so big that day. It was tossing me around like a twig. I have a slight left ankle sprain. To sum it up, my body is totally beat up.
I am still going surfing today at diamond head :-). Its supposed to be the biggest waves today!!!
I'll tell everyone what I really want and need and desire. What I really need is to lean out!! I need to go on a supremely awesome, healthy diet to help me get super skinny so my six pack has a chance to show! I need to live like a buddist monk with no earthly pleasure to distract me from my goals. Hawaii has a abundance of two things that distract me. Food and Girls! The food is awesome and the girls are awesome... rrr! In San Jose, if a girl is cute, she acts like a goddess. Here a cute girl can be replaced at will. Its like going shopping with so many choices at the dollar store! Its a huge distraction. The food is amazing and I get HUNGRY after getting beat up while working out.
I think I am going to be a buddist monk soon and will have to cut my hawaii trip short but couple of weeks. I am thinking of going to a buddist temple in the middle of nowhere and live the holy life. They eat vegetarian once a day and work and pray all day. There's no ben and jerrys within a 100 mile radius.
I hate to leave hawaii. I'll make a decision by tomorrow morning.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
windsurfing is ON
After getting cancelled twice, I finally get to go out to windsurf in Kailua today!!
I went to lanikai beach yesterday near Kailua. There's these two small islands off the beach which look stunningly beautiful. I want to be able to swim there about half a mile out. If not, then I'll rent a kayak and paddle over there!
I went to lanikai beach yesterday near Kailua. There's these two small islands off the beach which look stunningly beautiful. I want to be able to swim there about half a mile out. If not, then I'll rent a kayak and paddle over there!
Finding someone right for you
Guys -
How do you know when you have found someone right for you? (Please comment if you care to share)
I used to be idealistic, until one woman was able to utterly crush my innocent little thoughts in a systematic massacre like the holocaust. Now in the aftermath of the utopia that I thought as reality, I turned into a lot more patient and understanding person. With that come these thoughts...
Someone right for you is the person who matches you in as many ways as possible. Physically, mentally, emotionally, etc. Someone who shows you mercy when there's no reason to. Gives to you when she has nothing to gain from it. When you can't shock and awe her with glit and glammer. This is still pretty idealistic...
On the flip side, you have to be a person who's able to find someone right for you. You gotta believe and be optimistic (not jaded). Here a quote that sums it up, "The secret to success in life is for a man to be ready for his opportunity when it comes." Basically, to have someone be right for you, you have to be right for her. Otherwise, it was wrong. Just swallow it and move on.
Girls -
I would like to know from as many girls as possible what they feel makes the right man for them. Remember to differentiate between what you FEEL you want versus what you really want when you see it. Please email me your thoughts and in return, as an incentive, I'll randomly pick one of you to recieve a $100 Banana Republic gift certificate that I have sitting at my house. I also have a flurry of other gifts that I bought for certain people and never got to them, if you'd like those instead. Please send email to ksaftermath@yahoo.com.
How do you know when you have found someone right for you? (Please comment if you care to share)
I used to be idealistic, until one woman was able to utterly crush my innocent little thoughts in a systematic massacre like the holocaust. Now in the aftermath of the utopia that I thought as reality, I turned into a lot more patient and understanding person. With that come these thoughts...
Someone right for you is the person who matches you in as many ways as possible. Physically, mentally, emotionally, etc. Someone who shows you mercy when there's no reason to. Gives to you when she has nothing to gain from it. When you can't shock and awe her with glit and glammer. This is still pretty idealistic...
On the flip side, you have to be a person who's able to find someone right for you. You gotta believe and be optimistic (not jaded). Here a quote that sums it up, "The secret to success in life is for a man to be ready for his opportunity when it comes." Basically, to have someone be right for you, you have to be right for her. Otherwise, it was wrong. Just swallow it and move on.
Girls -
I would like to know from as many girls as possible what they feel makes the right man for them. Remember to differentiate between what you FEEL you want versus what you really want when you see it. Please email me your thoughts and in return, as an incentive, I'll randomly pick one of you to recieve a $100 Banana Republic gift certificate that I have sitting at my house. I also have a flurry of other gifts that I bought for certain people and never got to them, if you'd like those instead. Please send email to ksaftermath@yahoo.com.
Arrogance
Have you ever been modest and then suddenly found that people around you think that they are better than you? That they can look at you and be like, "yeah, I am better than that?"
Maybe its just a trait in certain people. I think I had it before and I absolutely disklike that trait. For me, it stemmed from the fact that I didn't think I was good enough and my ego couldn't bear that thought. Not until I realized that legends are created from break through moments when you are able to conquer your fears and not from being the absolute best at every moment. Everyone takes many falls, but if you have those special amazing moments, thats all you remember. Thats all everyone remembers. Nonetheless, if you are around people who can make you feel small without ever giving you any props, but a LARGE distance between you and them. Most of the time, its unnecessary.
Maybe its just a trait in certain people. I think I had it before and I absolutely disklike that trait. For me, it stemmed from the fact that I didn't think I was good enough and my ego couldn't bear that thought. Not until I realized that legends are created from break through moments when you are able to conquer your fears and not from being the absolute best at every moment. Everyone takes many falls, but if you have those special amazing moments, thats all you remember. Thats all everyone remembers. Nonetheless, if you are around people who can make you feel small without ever giving you any props, but a LARGE distance between you and them. Most of the time, its unnecessary.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Sing it
Go speed racer
Go speed racer
Goooooooooooooo!!
Who wants to see this movie with me in May?? Email me.
I was born to be a speed racer and a thrill seeker in general.
Go speed racer
Goooooooooooooo!!
Who wants to see this movie with me in May?? Email me.
I was born to be a speed racer and a thrill seeker in general.
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